Schizophrenia Lyrics

"Schizophrenia" - project NARCiSSisTiC

YOU'RE NOT SEEING WHAT I'M SEEING

Linking these vessels to settle me
Spiraling out into sadomy
Drinking these painkillers, what's the use?
I'm hallucinating in pain

Get away if you can't help
Don't talk if you can't feel
I'm becoming one of them too

Get the fuck away from me
Get away

Get away if you can't help
Don't talk if you can't feel
I don't even know how to express my elevated lows

There's not much I like about myself
But I'm still better than you
There's not much I want to be
But I still don't want to be you

You're not seeing what I'm seeing
You're not hearing what I'm hearing
This is a new low
Who the fuck you are to accuse me of lying!
Who the fuck are you?

Get the fuck out of my life
Get the fuck out of my sight
You're pushing me
You're sucking me
You're fucking me
You're using me
You're destroying m
By being what you are

You're not seeing what I'm seeing
You're not hearing what I'm hearing
I'm tired of pretending
I wanna be you

(Schizophrenia: a very short introduction By Christopher D. Frith, Eve C. Johnstone)

"…it will always be difficult for those of us who are mentally well to understand what it is like to experience schizophrenia. Perhaps the nearest we can get to the experience is by reading what sufferers themselves have said…

"I am more and more losing contact with my environment and with myself. Instead of taking an interest in what goes on and caring about what happens with my illness, I am all the time losing my emotional contact with everything including myself. What remains is only an abstract knowledge of what goes on around me and of the internal happenings in myself.... Even this illness which pierces to the centre of my whole life I can regard only objectively. But, on rare occasions, I am overwhelmed with the sudden realisation of the ghastly destruction that is caused by this creeping uncanny disease that I have fallen a victim to .... My despair sometimes floods over me. But after each such outburst I become more indifferent, I lose myself more in the disease, I sink into an almost oblivious existence. My fate when I reflect upon it is the most horrible one can conceive of. I cannot picture anything more frightful than for a well-endowed cultivated human being to live through his own gradual deterioration fully aware of it all the time. But that is what is happening to me.""

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